never good enough - rachel ferguson

Everybody said she was a winner
No one knew the secret kept within her
Starving for perfection
Hating her reflection

She tries harder than the average teen
An over achiever with low self esteem
Wants to look like a star, but she takes it too far
She's Never Good Enough
Wants to be Mary-Kate
Perfect weight, eighty-eight
She's Never Good Enough

Now her friends know all about her problems
They all try their best to help her solve them
She feels like she's on trial.
But she's still in denial

I know I left a life behind but I'm too relieved to grieve

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, Let it go
Turn my back and slam the door

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation, and it looks like I'm the queen
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in
Heaven knows I tried

Don't let them in, don't let them see
Be the good girl you always had to be
Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know
Well now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand
And here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway

It's funny how some distance makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me can't get to me at all
Up here in the cold thin air I finally can breathe
I know I left a life behind but I'm too relieved to grieve

Let it go, Let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, Let it go,
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand
And here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway

Standing - frozen in the life I've chosen
You won't find me, the past is so behind me
Buried in the snow

'cause you can bandage the damage, you never really can fix a heart

It's probably what's best for you
I only want the best for you
And if I'm not the best then you're stuck

I tried to sever ties and I
Ended up with wounds to bind
Like you're pouring salt in my cuts

And I just ran out of band aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart

Even though I know what's wrong
How could I ever be so sure
If you never say what you feel, feel

I must've held your hand so tight
You didn't have the will to fight
I guess you needed more time to heal

Baby, I just ran out of band aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart

Ohhh, ohhh
Oooh, oooh
Oooh, yeah ( x2)

You must be a miracle worker
Swearing up and down you can't fix what's been broken
Yeah
Please don't get my hopes up, no no
Baby tell me how could you be so cruel

It's like you're pouring salt on my cuts