'cause I still believe that we have the chance

I've been losing sleep for a while now
Thinkin' about us
And its hard to pretend that we're doing okay 
When we're not
And its killing me slowly

I need you in my life
Or I'm not alright
So don't walk away
I won't be okay if you do
I just don't wanna lose you

You've been losing faith
For a while now
And I'm lost for words
And though we're having problems
If you are willing we can solve them in time
I'm just begging you to try 

I need you in my life
Or I'm not alright
So don't walk away
I won't be okay if you do
I just don't wanna lose you

I need you in my life
Or I'm not alright
Please don't walk away
I need you to stay
To get through
Something's gotta give

I hope we can get passed all the problems have
And let go 
cause I still believe that we have the chance 

I need you in my life
Or I'm not alright
So don't walk away
I won't be okay if you do
I just don't wanna lose you

Every night I dream about the days you and I
Both seem so happy
If only I knew what we'd go through to get here

I wan't to blow out my brain

Don't try to be someone you're not
Don't try to be me
 
I'm waiting for the rain
I want to blow out my brain
I'm waiting almost dying
I wanna be so cold that I can't feel my feet
 
I wanna die, I wanna die
I wanna die in my arms tonight
I wanna die, I wanna die
But I don't wanna be buried alive
 
I wanna die
The air in the room is stifling
I'll play with my gun
I'll strap into electric chair
I wanna use an overdose
I blow myself into smithereens
Take the only way out 
 
I'm waiting for the rain
I wan't to blow out my brain
I'm waiting almost dying
I wanna be so cold that I can't feel my feet
 
I wanna die, I wanna die
I wanna die in my arms tonight 
I wanna die, I wanna die
But I don't wanna be buried alive 

Don't try to be someone you're not
Don't try to be me
 
I'm waiting for the rain
I wan't to blow out my brain
I'm waiting almost dying
I wanna be so cold that I can't feel my feet
 
I wanna die, I wanna die
I wanna die in my arms tonight 
I wanna die, I wanna die
But I don't wanna be buried alive 

So here's my good bye, no one will cry over me

Time has run out for me, everything's distant and I don't know what to believe
It's so hard, lost in the world's confusion and I need to leave for awhile,
Life is so meaningless
There is nothing worth a smile
So goodbye, I'll miss you...

And I'm sorry, but this is my fate,
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long,
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me,
I'm not worth any tears...

It's been the years of abuse,
Neglected to treat the disorder that controls my youth for so long,
I'm in a fleshy tomb buried up above the ground
It's no use, why should I hold on?
It's been five years, don't need one more
So goodbye, life's abuse...

And I'm sorry, but this is my fate,
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long,
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me,
I'm not worth any tears...

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Every 43 seconds somebody attempts one
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And I'm sorry, but this is my fate,
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long,
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me,
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me,
I'm not worth any tears...