And I’ve been loving you for months, and every time I see you it’s like I’m falling for you once again. I love you. I swear, man, I love you.

> jun, jul, aug, sep, okt, nov, dec(2009), jan, feb, mar, apr, maj, jun, jul, aug, sep, okt, nov,dec(2010),jan, feb, mar, apr, maj, jun, jul,  = 26mån

Put your hands in the air and say “I don’t give a shit”
Vi är fast båda två idag. Du i drogerna och hjärnspöken, och jag i maktlösheten.
Två tvillingbröder, deras krig har tagit slut.
Även inbitna lögnare har sin charm.
Psykopaten skördar offer och herr hjärndöd röker på.
Han ville inte längre vara en pundares slav

In the Bible it says your heart is the most deceitful thing there is,
but I would give anything to be a part of his.

If he only knew how much I really care;
If he only knew that I would always be there.
I feel like I'm hiding the biggest secret I know,
because I'm afraid to let my true feelings show.
I guess everyone is afraid of rejection,
and too scared to look back at their own reflection.
There is one thing I'm afraid of more than anything,
I'm afraid to fly with a broken wing.

I don't know if I can tell him how I feel.
That secret I'm too scared to reveal.
I do not want to push him away.
More than anything I want him to stay.
I don't want him to leave if I tell him how I've felt,
because my heart would collapse and my soul would melt.

My feelings for this man are so very strong.
I just don't want anything to go wrong.
Lord, please help me find a way
to make this man I love stay.
His spirit, his love, his heart, and his soul,
are everything in this world that makes me whole.

His laugh, his smile, his soft tender kiss
are things I never want to miss.
I want to be there through everything with him,
through the stormiest weather, through thick and thin.
We can make it through pain and sorrow,
because there're always laughter and sunshine after the rain tomorrow.
I want to give him everything and more.
I want to let him know that my love is for sure.

Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Missing you,
The way you look me in the eyes,
The way you laugh, talk, smile
When I’m with you my heart pounds fast,
When we’re apart my heart rips in two,
All my life I never thought I’d feel this way,
Laying on my bed, all alone in the dark, crying
Missing you.

I hug my pillow believing that it’s you,
I know there is other people in the world,
But i don’t want them i want you and only you.
One tear strolls down my cheek then another then another,
I won’t stop this till you’re right here by my side,
missing your smile, missing the things you do,
I sit on my bed,
Missing you.

I need you! I want you! and I’ll feel this way until I have you!
You wipe away my tears,
You frighten away my fears.
My life is incomplete without you,
My heart is apart till I have you,
I pray, I wish, and dream till the day I’ll be with you until then I’ll be here,
Missing you.

inget är sig likt, för allt är i förändring. jag hoppas på ett bättre år men jag har ingen förväntning. för när saker går snett och tyngdlagen får rätt, är vi tillbaks där på botten och undrar vad fan som gått snett. ibland vill jag bara packa och dra, ge mig av. lämna kaoset som vi tacklar var dag.

Fan, vad jag hoppas du har det bra i himlen. Alla problem, jag hoppas att du slipper dem! 

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind, sweetheart. R.I.P.

Jag vill hålla av dig
utan att hålla fast dig.
Jag vill ha dig
utan att äga dig.
Jag vill älska dig
Utan att göra om dig.
Jag vill vara nära dig
utan att kväva dig.
Jag vill ge dig kärlek
utan att ställa krav eller villkor
Jag vill ge upp mig
jämte dig.
Utan att gå före, utan att sacka efter.
Jag vill vara din människa på jorden.

Because I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around